Hurm..

Entah la,ak rase agak kcwe sjak akhr2 ni..smlm ak g uma aan,ak npk tdy bear..ak twu sape pny,ak trus je plok bear 2..kcik ati ak,die ckp die da buang bear 2..tp de lg,urm..pe la nasb asyk kne tpu je,die xtwu ke yg ak sygkn die..cintakn die..ak diam je,ak mek bear 2..ak bwk lik uma ak,then sblm alik uma ak..ak selongkr dmpet die,ak jmp sim crd mxis.. Ak amik n ak jmp memory kad,2 pn ak amik.. Tnpa pngetahuan die la,hehe.. Ak smpai uma,ak bkak memory 2.. Ya allah, mgkin die saje nk uji ak..sume pic die ngn btine 2 ade,mesra sgt..kt taman mainan,kt dlm kete,kt kdai mkn..ya allah, kalau lah hmba mu ini xde prsaan..hmbamu ini mmpu lakukn ny jua ya allah,tp ak ngt..yg ak syg + cintakn die..ak diam je,pas 2.. Ak tgk kt tiap pict 2 pny tarikh,pergh..die da date 2x.. Ckap ngn ak skali je,urm.. 4 n 8 august,huh..tyme ak pktikel lak 2..dgaan ya allah,dgn pic ny msra cm tu.. Huh,sbr k hti.. Pas tu,yg ak tkilan sgt ble dgn pmpn 2 die siap msg tiap kali bgun tdo.. Slmt pg bby.. Tbe mlm,slmt mlm bby.. Bes 2 ak yg bthun cple ngn die ni,skit pn die xckp cm tu.. Sllu jnji je ngn ak nk tpon sblum tdo,tp xde pn..ak ni tgu col die smpai shur..ya allah,kcitny ati ni.. Sbr la keyh,mgkin sume ni de hkmah.. Ak emg xbole tdo ssngat,smpai pas shur 2..bru ak leyh tdo,2pn tdo ngn air mate..tjge kol 8,kpale sakit sgt..ak trus msg die,ak xsngup da..nk truskn cple ngn die..ak swo die mek brg2 die,die ckp mgkin mlm t..yela,xpe..pastu.mgkin allah nk tnjukn hkmah sepantas kilat kn..hurm..tbe2 de msg msuk,mbe pmpn die..ak pn dok msg ngn pmpn 2..aftr pmpn 2 puas ktok ak,ak gtaw die yg msg ngn die bkn aan,tp ak aty..die bls msg ak ngn makian,ak col pmpn 2..pmpn 2 byk cte kt ak sal aan n pe aan cte sal ak kt die.. Pastu,aan cte at die yg kteowg gdo la.. Pe la,ak nk plg brg r..tp,pling ak xbole lpe ble die ckp kt pmpn 2 yg ak nk tnggalkn die n die xkish bub ex die pn tgu die g.. Ya allah,knp la ak dduge lg..ak mnges gle la,dga pmpn 2 cte at ak sal an ckp cmtu..ak tol2 xtahan,ak msg aan..ak mtk die tol2 tngalkn ak,ak tol2 da twar hti..die col ak,mtk pjelasn knp jd cmtu..xpela,ak mgalah..ak jujur ckp ngn die,ak emg syg n cntakn die smpai mati..die pn ckp die xmo ptos ngn ak,urm..ok la,da bbek kn..pas 2,ak lex2 je..die wt 3g ngn ak..mcm2 r,ak rase ske sgt..yela,emg jrg die luangkn mse ngn ak skg..alhmdlilh,pstif pgai die..ak pk da elok la,ak pn msg die..tp xbblas,xpela..mgkin bz,ak phm..die kje,pastu..kol 11.26 die col ak..ckp die da tbe uma,ak bual2 ngn die..lame gk,pastu die ckp die nk tgk tb..ok,ak xkish..n die jnji ngn ak,sblm tdo die nk col ak..tp smpai kul 3.3o die xde col,ak pn godeh2 hp ni..tnpk plak pic die ngn btine 2,sakitny ati ak..ak nges lg,dritanye..ak msg die,ak gtaw jujur yg ak kcwe ngn die..hurm..pastu xde rspone,ak diam je..ttbe incming col,xde name..kua no je..ak angkt je la,twu2 mbe ak..bru je bual2 5mnt,ttbe die col..waiting,ak angkt col die..die mrh2 ak,die ckp ak xjujur..ak ckp kt die,ak xtwu sape col..bru je dk 2 col,trus die col ak..so,die xcye..die trus ltak col n msg ak ckp ak xjujur n mlyan,ya allah..mnges g ak,tp ak sbrkn n tbhkn je dri ni..pas msg 2,die trus xcol ak..ak nk trgkn pkre sbnr..urm,ya allah..brilah ak ptnjuk n hdayah mu,jika cpt kmtian ku..jdikn la kmtianku dlm keimanan,bhgiakn la hdupku ya allah..amin..ak doa moge2 die pn dpt doa ak ni,urm..k la,ak nk tdo bsme hti yg tluka.. atypinkypingucomowt ♥ ????? search...